sometimes ...i write...

i was feeling down at this time and got to write this short poem. Please bear with me..this is not a suicide letter..ok?!

START TIME: 9/30/05 935am

many times in my life...
i had been bad
many times in my life...
i loved and been loved
many times in my life...
i had problems
many times in my life..
i feel like screaming...

once in my life...
i had my biggest regret
once in my life...
there's one thing i did, i cant forget
once in my life...
i can't forgive my self
once in my life...
i thought of killing myself...

at this time of my life...
i am lost
at this time of my life
i am confused
at this time of my life..
i don't know what to do
at this time of my life..
i don't know if i'll hold on
at this time of my life..
i dont know if i'll move on

at this time of my life..
i need your help to carry on

at this time of my life....


END TIME: 9:41am