sometimes....

I'm feeling different today. But I know I am not the only one who experienced the same feeling I have. I had read Marla and Cynch blogs and I got to know that feeling sad and missing our single life is just normal. This is part of the change that we have accepted when we got married. We can never have everything in our hand.

sometimes, i feel that i'm missing the things that i do in our house. i'm the typical ate who is masungit and with unexplained attitude. i was spoiled brat kasi when i was young-lola's girl. frankly speaking, at times i am vey mean to my sisters. medyo nagsawa na din kasi akong mag-trabaho sa bahay since i got a job. i used to do the laundry, ironing of clothes and cleaning the house when i was studying. pero nung nag-work nako sa cavite- di na kinaya ng powers ko and had been a cruel ate...hahaha. kidding aside. since then, i let them learn all the household chores and i do nothing. princess sarah nga tawag nung sis ko sakin eh. but at times i still clean our house pag sinisipag ako which is very seldom.

normally, i go to cavite for work on monday morning and be back to pasig on friday night. Sleeping princess talaga ako pag satuday- till they take my eyes away...hehehe.. di naman. late na yung 10am for me. kain lang akong konti, nuod tv, ayos ng cabinet, lunch tas nuod ulit. minsan, papatulugin ko ng tanghali yung 2 kapatid ko with matching kwento which they really enjoyed. kakaiba kasi yung mga fairy tale stories ko. at times meron ding horror stories just to scare them and have them sleep. pag-gising namin...mirienda time na!!! minsan bili lang kami ng banana-que. minsan naman kikiam,burgers,pichi-pichi,etc. anything basta makakain na lang kasi maya-maya dinner na.

every sunday naman..simba kami ng 9-10 in the church where ariel and i got married. pag may excess money ako or pag may occassion diretso na kami sa megamall to eat lunch or at times we watched movie. pag-uwi ng haus, bisi-bisihan naman ako on fixing my one-week things to cavite. nid to sleep early but hirap din matulog becoz maingay sila..Hmmp.

monday morning...sa guadalupe na ako to wait for the shuttle.. yun lang. that's my weekly routine pero kaka-miss din.

but i know God has his own reason for everything. currently, i'm happy with my married life, i'm happy with ariel and happy to be a wife but sometimes....