Thursday, July 07, 2005

what do i want .....?!

last night, ariel and i are having our usual "kulitan" and "kwentuhan".when suddenly, he remebered my bday and asked what gift do i want to receive from him. sabi ko, wala. wala akong maisip eh. kunukulit nya ko kung anong gusto ko pero wala talaga eh. sabi ko na lang, if he really want to give me a gift, diskarte na lang nya. surprise na lang para masaya. Then, napa-isip sya. di nya kasi alam kung pano sya bibili and when. we are working kasi in the same company, in the same department but different division. so almost everyday magkasama kami. he suggested na sa saturday, uwi na lang ako samin tas sya uwi sa kanila so meron syang time makabili. Hahaha. sabi ko ok lang but i don't know if that would really happen.

ngayon nga, i don't know if i'll go to work on monday or not. para kasing i wanted to rest. kahit nasa bahay lang ako all day doing nothing. pwede kaya?

ah basta, bahala na...pero teka, ano ba talaga gusto ko?! siguro kung yan ang tanong and i am a beaty pageant contentant, siguro sagot ko is world peace... huh?! wala lang. pwede naman dva.

anyway, magpapakatotoo na lang ako, there are a lot of material and not so material things that i wanted to have. pero for my bday, wala akong maisip na specific something na gusto ko. dapat ba talga meron?! hay...

teka, bkt nga ba sini-celebrate ang bday, i believe it is a thanksgiving but should we really ask for a gift. Is the gift that we are still living and we still have hope not enough? Should we really need to ask for more?! hmmm..( teka, ako ba ito?!)

Ano ba yun?!, dahil lang sa tanong na anong gusto ko sa bday ko, kung ano-ano na naisusulat ko dito.

Ah basta, i am thankful for everything. i may be successful in everything, i may not have it all and i may not have all i wanted yet still i believe that i am blessed. i just need to count my blessings. ....

I thank you.

BOW.

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